Monday, April 28, 2008
sobbin day eh .. went 2 punggol find qh .. pei him 2 sch .. while on d way 2 his campus .. in d bus .. he saw my CUTS .. lol .. depression & dunno wad 2 do .. dun wanna heart pain .. d only thing i ll do is 2 cut myself la .. love tt blood smell .. metallic metallic de smell .. ok .. i noe im sick .. nvm .. ask me y i did tt ? i oso dunno la .. QH dun angry wif me k .. ? i dun min it .. though i promise nt 2 do silly thing again .. bt .. i jux cant control .. dun push me away le k .. ? tt hurts me alot .. pls .. *sob sob* .. i dun wanna u keep anything frm me .. i wun angry wif u .. i rather u b honest wif me .. b frank wif me rather den u keepin things frm me .. dun say silly things lyk .. dun wanna let me noe cox u dun wanna me wori or wad k .. ?its damn silly 2 say tt la .. i nv blame u la .. no worries .. sent him 2 sch le .. den i went 2 tampines mall .. dunno whr 2 go .. bt luckily i did preparation ..
bring out my story book .. wee .. !!! finish readin by 4pm ..
was sobbin through out la .. tt story was touching .. & @ d same tym .. i was tinkin abt QH ..
danny's blk thr .. discussin abt tt 'mu gou' de thingy .. hmmm .. dun who was it la .. bt tt person claims tt she is 'limin' .. ok .. den jux leave it as tt person is her la .. i fucking flare up wif u la .. bt i was too tire 2 tok abt it .. as i haven slp thoughout d nite .. was tinkin wad is QH keepin frm me .. if wad u msg QH is d truth .. & u r rili tt limin .. u fuckin want him back .. u fuckin regret lettin him off 2yrs ago .. den nw u comin back 4 him .. i rili wanna say .. if u want QH back .. den u fuckin come look for me instead of him .. i ll ans for him .. i dun wanna u tok 2 him k .. ? i damn damn hate u tiz kinda 母野种.. !!! bt if u rili gt tt 本事, den u come try lor .. =} even if u get him back .. i still wun let u off .. i rili hope tt u gt my hp no. come disturb me .. i v free de leh .. @ least gt some entertainment .. v long nv quarrel le .. =} i wanna thkz xiao kee kee 4 tokin out wif QH .. lettin me noe tt thr is such happenin .. if nt .. i stil worry~in .. *muackx* & oso ..
tt danny .. cool QH dwn frm makin wad police report la. . =}
♥ me, sherron11:45 PM
